open doors

the sun is biding goodbye; darkness embraces a lifeless form, sending chills to my veins. and then, it was opened...

how is this possible? not even the brightest chandelier can fight the darkness that fills every side and corner of this room. and not even a small glimpse of light from an old dirty lamp can give hope to its shattered glasses and cobwebs.

there are obstacles to go through, yet it becomes an easy path inspite of the room's blinding darkness. going through it is as simple as opening your eyes every morning, and closing them at night. but how could all these be?

you made everything easy for me. just when i thought that i would always be my parent's burden, that they could never love me the way other parent's love their children. you make me feel good about myself; you give me enough confidence to do things that are expected of me.

i never had the courage to fight for what is rightfully mine, until you told me that you trust me with your life. it was hard for me to believe that. i could never be on the higher level, but then you made me see how much faith and respect you have in my being.

i felt that one life, suddenly, became dependent on me. and i cannot decide, of whether to go on or just be with myself. however, you made me realize how much love you can give. and how you would never leave. we would raise children together, grow old in each other's loving arms...so you told me that.

and now, you became my strength in this world so pure...of make believe.



[this was posted before in my 'deleted' blog]